i've been left

halloooww....

it back to december!!!

hohoho....

mmg december ni bln yg slalu org nk tingglkn ak....
n ak tingglkn  org...
ade ke?

mse ak drjah 5 dlu,
arwah mak n ayah tingglkn ak sorg2 kt uma...
brani x brani la ak mse tu...
nape ak d tingglkn?
sbb mak wat surgery or chemo or follow up kt hkl mse tu...
pak uteh ak advise ayah to accompany mak d hkl...
so, ak start bljr b'dikari...
nseb ak baik, sbb sblh uma ade uma makcu...
bl mlm, ak tmpang tdo uma die...
siang ak g skola...
ade la berminggu gak ak cmtu...
sedey tau...
ak mane penah berenggang dgn mak...
tp demi kesihatan mak, ak redha...
tu pengorbanan ku....

 eeeiiiii korg!
pak uteh ak ad mercz CLK 200  dua pintu...
rugged giler....
umo da nk 70 kot...
rezeki die...
korg ade?
ak pn xde....
xpe, kite usaha sme2 k....bia dpt bli kete lbh mahal dr tu...
insyaAllah...nothing impossible....

back to topic!
cite ak plak tingglkn mak ak.....bkn bls dendam, tp ak dpt twrn blja kt u...
tu 1st time menetap d lua kwsn...sedey tgk mak tinggl sorg2 cz ayah da xde tyme tu...tp nk wat cmne, da rezeki, xley tolak...mak pn izinkn...asalkn slalu call n lau bole slalu blik...xjauh sgt pn cz kl lg jauh dr u tu...hehe....

then smpai la pd mse ak d tingglkn oleh die...
sape? pk la sndri ye....

dan disember kali ni ak d tingglkn oleh student2 phrmacy yg agk rmai gak...
patah tulg kaki n tgn gak tu nt....cz dorg da byk membantu kami...nk harap staff, mmg x ckup... tp yg pelik tu, dlm KATENYE phrmacy xckup staff, ade je yg ilek2, lepak2...urmmm..xphm la hai....

da genap sbulan da teruna 3 org tu tingglkn ak wlau pn dorg x tingglkn ak pd bln disember....haha...mohtip? perlu ke disember gak cik manis oi.... cmne la dorg skrg ek? musti melopong xtau nk watpe kt uma tu...dok tenung syiling kire cicak....KOMPEM!!! agagagaga.....

hakikatnye ak pn sme....busan wei xde geng nk kua sme....gugurlz pn da blah...bole serentak lak tu rmai2....aptb....xpe....hope pasni ad lg yg gegiler cm dorg....supaye ak ley bekerje dgn gilerny d phrmcy pkr pu3 tu......what a workaholic gurl....xpe....sementare masih bujang....kumpul la wet byk2....da berlaki kang kne jage laki n ank2 lak.....CEETTTTT....jauh pk????

wateva la uols....
perut i ni meragam....lapo....tgh2 mlm bute ni la die nk mintak upah...x sabo nk tgu subuh....lau da jnis perut x mkn saman n x phm bahase, gitu la gayenye....plus tgh xde geng lak ni.....aiissshhh....parah....

k la uols...nk tenteram perut....nk join?
hot milk je yg ade....baik tuk kesihatan tulang....esp gugurl cm ak...hehe...
daaaa~~~~~

~~DECEMBER~~

Salam my sweet diary~~~

da lme ak x update blog ni kn? harap je ad blog sndri, tp mls nk update, x gune gak kn....

byk je bnde nk cite sbnrny....dr pemerhatian smpai la ke pemikiran...tp ak lbh suke manjekn jari jemari aku ni....dok diam, biarkn je ati berkate2...mls nk menaip....once da start, x reti nk stop lak nt.... x caye, bace je la nukilan ati ni till d end...

kejap je da smpai disember....what december mean to u? urmm.....aku?

aku? xyah la tau...x penting pn....pe? nk tau gak? xyah la...korg gak yg bosan bc cite ak ni nt...pe? korg x kesah? hade ak kesah? arghh....wateva...x kesah la korg nk tau @ x, ak tetap nk cite....BACA!!!

december mean holiday for school student....

december mean anniversary for my angah...

december mean tumpulkan mata pisau penoreh getah for my late pa...

(yela, ujan, getah cair, xley menoreh....

pe? korg x phm? bia ak je phm sndri,

tugas korg, BACA je k....)

and.....

december mean.....

i've been left.....

haha....

such a 'wonderful event' i had....

simply he said, 'da xde ati.....'

is that so simple?

a simple way to end up a 'SIMPLE' relationship we had....

such a @$%$%^&*.....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i don't know how to describe my feeling that time....

for almost 5 yrs of knowing each other....

and for almost 3 yrs of being couple...

is that so SIMPLE?

if u were me, what would u do?

think....

past is past right?

let bygone be bygone...

i know that i'm strong enough to face it....

thanks to all supporters....

my lovely fmily & frenz....

now, i can stand on my own feet....

one who come, will go away eventually...

right?

see, i told u....

once i start, i hardly stop it....

hope u have nice dream tonight.....

~~~nyte~~~

~~SEDEY~~

salam syg semua....

sy sedey skrg....

sbb pe?

lets see some photos....

see.....

cari prsamaan d stiap gmba....

yg sme tu la yg akn mningglkn sy....

that's why sy sedey...

sape la yg ley pjuk ati sy nt bl sy sedey....

slps mereka mningglkn sy....

seriously sy btul2 sdey!!!!!

huhu....

jarang kot sy rse cmni...

urm....

myb sy tol2 rpat n baik dgn dorg...

sbb dorg pn tol2 baik n sentiase ikhlas...

sy da anggap dorg mcm adik2 sndri...

mklum la sy xde adik...

hope dorg jd insan berguna stiap mse...

guys!!!!

sntiase baik2 je ye adik2 skalian...

don't noty2...

b smart....

i will really miss uols after this...

do miss me every second k...

moga Allah merahmati tali silaturrahim yg tlh kita jalinkn...

moga Allah izinkn tuk kita b'jmpe lg...

moga kita sntiase brade dlm lindungan rhmat Illahi...

amin...

~~specially dedicated to saiful hamidun, mohd zaharin zainal abidin
& muhd amir ramli~~

hepi sunday~~

salam syg semua....

da lme sy x update blog sy ni kn...

huhu...

bukan xde idea...

tp secara x sengaje sy da 'terlayan' penyakit sy...

haa??

sy sakit?

sakit pe?

jeng...jeng...jeng....

don't confuse....

sy sihat la....

cume ade sakit M besa je...

M stands for 'malas'...

haha...

what a 'good' attitude....

semalam shbt baik sy, min n pah dtg ke uma sy..

dorg ni nga study dgree kt uitm shah alam....

sorg amek elektrik, sorg lg mekanikal...

kitorg rapat since sme2 jd komander kt uitm penang dlu..

terubat rindu bl dpt jumpa dorg..

x sangke dorg sanggup dtg jauh2 semate2 nk jumpa sy...

hehe....

sy pn ade gak g shah alm awl thn ari tu...

oktbr pn sy ade g shah alm tp xdpt jmpe dorg cz dorg blik ke hometown masing2...

arini, kul 3 ptg dorg da grak blik shah alm...

huhu....

sekejap je dpt jumpe...

dlm sekejap tu, sempat la sy bwk dorg pusing keliling jb ni...

g kebun bunga, danga bay, psr karat...

hehe...

sy hepi tgk dorg hepi...

tadaa...

syarifah saidatul atiqah, yasmin n rosaniza....

ade lg sorg....

jgn tingglkn die, nt die nanges...

sbb die slalu temankn sy wlau ke mne2 pn sy nk pegi...

kdg2 x bg ikut pn, die nk ikut gak...

lyn jela...

yg berbaju itam tu, miss aifa shuhada...

x lupe juga, ade sorg lg...

yg sdg menumpang kaseh d uma sy.....

sbb mak die menunaikn haji d Mekah...

kiri skali tu, cik nur'ain....

complete la kami berlima memeriahkn mlm sabtu d jb...

hehe...

tu je kot setakat ni...

adioss~~

tony romas

haaa....entry kali ni kita p jauh sket dr jb yer.....uols penah denga x name tmpt mkn spt d atas....mesti ada antara uols yg penah p tmpt ni....sape yg slalu p mid valley tu pasti tau...tol x? huhu...

sy penah sekali je mkn kt tmpt ni dgn bezfren sy....1st entry sy dlu, sy da letak pic sy mkn d tony romas ni....tmpt ni agk ekslusif & mahal sket....lampu mala gitu...tp food die sedap sgt....sayangnyer, sy x abes mkn sbb da kenyang awal...mane x nyer, 1 pinggan besa kowt dishes tu....kembong la hai perut sy....air die pun sedap sgt....kira berbaloi la dgn harganya yg mahal tu.....

sy x reti la nk explain lebih katne lokasi tony romas ni....yg sy tau, tmpt ni kt mid valley....floor bape, x sure....yg penting bukan dkt food court dia.... 

yg beznyer, waiter die speaking time amek order...

tp mostly worker die mcm originally dr bangladesh...huhu...

melayu ade la sket....taiwan's look pn ade gak....

sila view~~~

ntah pe la name pjg air ni...yg sy tau ada word tropical....

cost around RM13 camtu la...sory la uols, sy da lupe....

sy x sempat rasa pn roti yg look delicious ni...

ingatkan dorg nk stay kn je roti tu kt meja,

rupenyer, bl kita xsentuh @ x mkn, dorg amek balik....

huhu...melepas la suda....

haaa....ni la yg sy mkn...cost me RM29.90...

ni bezfren sy yg sengal dgn spaghetti nyer RM39.90....

tu je kot kali ni....tata~~~

z family & seafood

hye uols...ada sihat ka? nk makan lauk pauk berasaskn seafood x? kpd yg berada d jb, leh la p tmpt ni....urm...nape mesti kt jb je erk? sory la uols....cz sy menetap d jb so mostly tmpt mkn yg sy pegi berada d jb...tuk org yg berada d lua kwsn, info ni maybe penting bl anda nk cuti2 d jb nt....samada melawat fmily or shbt....atau mungkin singgah mkn sementara meneruskn journey yg pjg....take note k....
     urm...last week sy ada la singgah kt sebuah restoran di tmn perling ni....kurg 20 minit perjlnn dr pusat banda jb....namanya restoran Z family & seafood....sy x gemar dgn huruf Z tu sbnrnye cz mengingatkn sy pd seseorg yg da sy benci...it seems bad to hear right? leh ilang selera d sbbkn huruf Z tu tau.....but wateva~~~ da perut sy lapar nk mkn & nk cari new place, so kena la redah kasi pecah.....bukan restoran dia pn....huhu....
    spt namanya, pengkhususan restoran ni adalah mknn seafood....dan mmg TERBAEK la food die....sy mkn tmyam campur, sotong grg tepung, telo dadar & kerang bkr....nyummy!!! licin pinggan tau....harganye pn berpatutan....and 'port' yg kitorg duduk tu nice...ade kolam ikan mini siap dgn air pancut lg.....how lovely it is....

nah, enjoy the photos smpai pengsan k....

haha....sy mmg rakus bab makan memakan ni...

cukup smpai d sini dlu.....adiosss~~~

seoul garden

nak post lg psl tmpt mkn d jb ni....kpd sesiape yg teringin nk mkn steambot d tmpat yg dingin leh la try pegi 'seoul garden'....mcm2 ade...yg bez nyer ade mknnn korea kt situ.....so, kpd sesiape yg teringin nk p korea tp xdpt, leh rasa cm berade di korea kt restoran tu.....
      sy x gemar pn mknn ala korea ni....x sesuwai dgn tekak malaysia sy ni...i love malaysia the most! tp d sbb kn syg shbt, sy gagahkn juge diri sy ni pegi tmpt tu....ok la...x rugi sy dtg...da la sy mc ari tu cz sakit perut...mentekedarah je kje nyer...mane la x sakit perut sy 2.....die pn nk rest gak...x gitu? hehehe....
      food kt situ cost me around RM20 plus...sy pn da x ingat harga nyer bape....ohh ye, ni gmba tnda hargenye yg besa.....

list harga ni terpampang kt lua tmpt tu....

ak dgn ain & aifa....

ada dessert aiskrim mcm ni and....

mcm yg wrna merah tu....hehe...

peace~~~

end now, daaa~~~

helluw...

ape yg anda semua sdg lakukan tika dan saat ini? kpd semua umat islam, x lame lg kita bkl menyambut bln syawal yg mulia....dan berlalu la ramadhan al-mubarak...agk2 ckup x amaln kita d bln ramadhan thn ni.....same2 la kita renung2 kn ye.....

cmne lak dgn persiapn raya? sume da ready? baju raya, kuih raya, duit raya.....hahaha...banyaknyer.... bg sy sekeluarga, sumenyer simple2 je...tp abes beratus gak la tuk semua tu...x kesah la sbb raya pn setahun sekali je kn? x gitu? 

thn ni dgn rajin nyer sy da buat kuih raya.....kuih tiram dgn kepek pisang...baru 2 jenis je...insyaAllah kla ade mase n semangat kerajinan sy nk tmbah wat kuih lg....urm....sy ade mengambil tempahan kepek pisang tanduk dr seorg teman...d sbb kn die x penah rasa air tgn sy tu, so sy wat kan la tuk die...cian lak...last year sy ade amek tempahn kepek pisang gak dr kwn2...byk giler...berkilo2 gram....smpai x menang tgn d buatnyer...maklum la wat sorg2 n kecik2 je....thn ni x larat nk wat byk2....khas tuk sorg teman tu je....

tadaa~~~

ni la pisang muda yg di grg menjadi kerepek.....

ni yg da bole d mkn....nyam3....

ni contoh pisang muda @ yg lom msak yg bole d jd kn kepek....

klo guna pisg da msk nt die jd pisg grg, buka kepek pisag....

selain pisg tnduk, ad pisg lain gak yg leh d jd kn kepek mcm pisg nangka & pisg lilin...

smpai sini dlu, daaa~~~~

helloww...

happy saturday to all of u.....have a real nice day.... 

let enjoy the photos ok!

today is my birtday...

23 july...

i wish i can be great person after this...

pray for me k!

hey! there's some more....

this 'lil cute teddy is from my friends...

aifa, kina and shila....

thanks geng!

i named it as SASA...

s-sakinah

a-aifa

s-shila

a-anis, my nickname

and become sasa....

how cute it is...

this is my 2nd teddy...

i got 1st when i'm 18...

not a birthday gift but special gift from my 1st ex....

a nice guy....

i don't know why i left him...

a good looking, romantic, kind....

let bygone be bygone...

please forgive for all mistakes that i've done...

OKKKKK!!!!

change the topic!!!

what a messy face! hahaha...

we are BFF!

with my cute angel~~~

end now! taa daa~~~~

holla....

do u ever feel like eating, eating, eating and eating? but u never feel full? if this happen, seriously u need to go for a medical check-up.... why??? because u seem to have a condition or a disease called 'kuat makan' just like me....buahahahaha....

look so delicious!!! nyummy3!!!

this is a treat from my dear friend, Mr. Faiz Asraf as he grow older than me...

hahahahaha.....

on 28/6/2011 at a little restaurant that i've forgotten the name...

somewhere near my house...

with the 'striking red' theme...

later i'll take the picture n share with u all..

with some brief of this restaurant...

'western' with low price plus nyummy....('',)

ohh yeah, i brought my angel that time....

ta da!!!

who eat a lot than me.....hohoho...

she's cute! am i right?

got to off.....adios~~~~

salam sejahtera.....

and very good morning to all of u....  this is my 2nd blog.... that will show u, the real me who love to eat, eat, eat, 

and travel around the world.....haha....apart from that, i'm also 'cameraholic' and bowling fanatic...haha....


not the 1 who knows 100% about camera, but the 1 who love to take a lot of photos......pleasure to enjoy my blog....